Saturday, September 22, 2007

I am so stoopid !!!

When all hopes seems lost...
When all dreams seems shattered to pieces...
When time continues running...
When i was left crying...


I don't think there was anything i can cry bout...
I didn't dream of my hopes to be restored...
I didn't expect anyone...
I didn't noticed you...













I am so stoopid...
How can i be so stoopid...??
How can i be so blind...
So confussed N' lost...

Why didn't i notice you earlier...???
Was it my fault...???
I guess it was...
I'm sorry...


I reali am sorry...
I'm sorry frm the veri bottom of my heart
I'm sorry for hurting u...
I'm sorry for being stoopid...

The onli thing i beg of u..
Is your forgiveness for my childishness...
Will you ever forgive mi...???
Will you ever luv mi...???

Friday, September 21, 2007

Michael Buble - Everything

You're a falling star
You're the getaway car
You're the line in the sand
When I go too far
You're the swimming pool
On an august day
And you're the perfect thing to say
And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute
when you smile at me you know exactly what you do
Baby don't pretend that you don't know it's true
Cause you can see it when I look at you
And in this crazy life
And through these crazy times
It's you
It's you
You make me sing
Your every line
Your every word
You're everything
You're a carousel
You're a wishing well
And you light me up
When you ring my bell
You're a mystery
You're from outer space
You're every minute of my every day
And I can't believe
O'that I'm your man
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can
Whatever comes our way
We'll see it through
And you know that's what our love can do
And in this crazy life
And through these crazy times
It's you
It's you
Ya make me sing
Your every line
Your every word
You're everything
So la la la la la la la
So la la la la la la la
And in this crazy life
And through these crazy times
It's you
It's you
Ya make me sing
Your every line
Your every word
You're everything...
You're every song
And I sing along
Cause you're my everything
yeah, yeah
So la la la la la la la
So la la la la la la-la-la la-la-la
[Everything lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Secret Passage way

As i open my eyes...
darkness is all i could see...
I was locked tight inside...
before i knew it...
i found a light...
i didn't wanna go near it at 1st...
but it seems temptin...
i took the risk...
i crawl towards the small bright escape...
as i was closer n' closer...
i feel my both my palms n' my kness are soaked...
sumhow...
i remember tat smell..
the smell of fresh blood...
my blood...
the pain was agonizing...
but i could do is let it bleed...
cuz...
i dun hav a bandage =P
when i finally a step away frm my freedom...
i found out that there's a few iron bars...
blocking my way..
as i was close enuf to the light...
i cld see the bright red liquid on my hands...
sumhow...
the key was right there...
in my hand...
all this time...
i had a chance...
To find the way out of this pain...
i was so stoopid...
but learnt my lesson =P
turnin the key was harder den i thought it wld be...
n' i hav this feeling that i'm goin to miss this horrible place...
it's as if i'm so used to this place..
y am i suppose to leave??
but..
i found another strength inside of mi...
pushin it's way out...
into the light...
N' here i am...
I AM FREE ....!!!!! =D


Saturday, September 15, 2007

Define Love...

Trust + Patience = Love???
Forgiveness - Doubts = Love???
Kisses X Hugs = Love???



Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Red Wine + Mi = Drunk for whole afternoon

Same day...
Same tuesday...
Same horrible feeling...
Different headache =.=''

...continue frm Jeannie's hse...
i found out that smtimes walking wif Jeannie..
quite nice ler...
she talk talk talk...
as if there's no finishing wan XD
Lucky she dun let mi be in my own world...
or nt i will go siaoz...
Plus..
i was having sum problems oso...
so... Thx Jeannie N' Chingie !!!
For hearing mi out =D
Reali appreciate my wives... Hohoho...
Had lunch at Jeannie's...
Her own home cooked Fried mee...
a bit tasteless... but got Tomato Sos...
Dunno wad was i thinking..
took a bottle of red wine to drink...
It onli contained 9% alcohol...
didn't noe i'm such a loser...
Drunk =.=''


Jeannie N' Jeannie's sis was lyk laughing at mi...
Kent laugh at mi at tuition...
Min cldn't see until i was under a brighter light...
ask mi "cldn't drink... y still drink...??"
Swt-ness...
Face red... Ear red... Head burning all the while... Walking almost in zig-zag...
After physics tuition den onli the burning start to dissapear...
Which was lyk ard 10 smthing...

Den the whole afternoon... doin all kinds of stoopid stuffs...
went to cc...
played dota...
makan ice-cream..
went park...
sit swing...
went BM tuition...
Met Ji Kian...
after tuition...
went cc...
find Min...
wanted to scare him... again =P
but Kent scared him dy...
sigh~
Hid for lyk 5 mins behind him...
onli he found out i'm behind him...
Silly guy XD
damn funnee...
damn happee oso... dunno y~
=D hahaha...


Exams arrhhh....
Study study study !!!!
Jiayou to all SPM students !!! =)

Cleaning up our act...

Wakaka...
Yst was an unexpected day...
not planned properly oso =P

Woke up early at 9 am...
but waited until 11am...
onli go to my grandparents hse to take their keys
access to their small N' sweet condo behind jeannie's hse...
which is Pelangi Utama =)


*when we reached...
Jeannie Chingie Onnster ( My bro ) N' Mi...
We look more lyk lost tourists
den sum teenagers trying to help out XD
JOKIN !!! Jokin... chill~

11 30 am
The four-some reached condo...
tools on the floor...
trash in front of us...
dust e'vrywhr...
luckily Jeannie didn't sneeze...
or nt... Gg~ =D
Drag the trash out of da living room dy....
found out tat we didn't bring soap =.=''
bought some frm the mini market downstairs...
den work starts !!! =)
sweeping the floor was harder then we tot it'll be...
the broom is a bit cacated...
knot sweep properly ler =.=''
mopped the floor n' cleanin the human size windows r soo much fun =D
Chingie was the 1st to start it tho...
she cleaned the rooms' windows... scared she fall out of the windows =P
Jeannie was the onli one hu wet her pants XP
kekex... by accident nia...
my bro cleaned the bathrooms' floors...
i help help here N' there ler...
den in 2-3 hours time we finished dy =D


Waited for the wet floors to dry up...
we went downstairs N' went for a walk...
Swimming pool... abit small...
but can drown anyone =P
randomly sat on the benches nearby N'
Swings !!! Hoho~
met up wif my grandpa N' Brian...

Haiz...
1 word to describe ler...
Tired...
Sent Chingie to her mom's car...
which her mom didn't reali see her when she passed by the bus stop...
whr we were waiting... XD
Walked to Jeannie's hse...
Haiz...

Sunday, September 9, 2007

Starting line... =D

Hmm...
Seem lyks a long time since i've typed long sentences dy =P
Well, here goes...

Fuyor...
My life has never been better =.=''
Spm is lyk super near... 5 more saturdays to crash... =D
Sigh...

Old memories...
wrapped in coloured paper N' thrown away~
New Mysteries...
waiting for the excited mi to discover them~


Hav u ever wonder...??
Wad happens to you...??
When smthing big that cld totally change ur life...
happens to u???
Mayb ppl will start hating u...
Frens will become enemies instead...
Enemies will become frens...
Wow.. wad am i talkin bout??? XP


Jus wanna say
Action speaks louder than words...